Mary Kate Teske (via poetrea)
pleaaaase ask me things
I swore I’d never do one of these but what the fuck, here goes:
Don’t: be fake with them. INFP personalities are most comfortable when they know people, so that they can get along with others more easily without getting anxious about stepping on toes. If you tend to hide…
Yes yes yes I wish I could show everyone this without them thinking I’m being self centered haha (such an infp wtf)
1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
I was sick in a cot at summer camp, we watched good will hunting on VHS. I heard Elliott smith playing and I fell in love with the movie
2: Talk about your first kiss.
It was long awaited, with my first love, on a sidewalk littered with acorns. Metal was playing in one earbud and my heart was pumping
3: Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.
It’s the simplest love I’ve ever had, and I am so grateful for him
4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
I can’t think of anything.
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
Seeing all my old friends, getting wasted and seeing Aaron carter, and stealing I want candy underwear from a flamboyantly gay Aaron carter lover
6: Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.
Don’t remember a bad one!
7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.
My weaknesses, which include my frequent faintness and pain, my frequent dives into depression, my introverted need to be away from people.
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
My zest for life, when it comes around. My surprising grades from last semester.
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
My hairs, my collarbones, my hips.
10: Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.
The ongoing lack of communication with my father.
11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.
I dream whole worlds for myself.
12: Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.
I was probably 5, and I had just seen a dinosaur movie. I was set in this prehistoric era, and it was coming to an end, all life coming to extinction. There were meteors falling in flames around me. I was running with my mom, holding her hand, and the earth began to split just between us. I had to let go of her hand.
13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
With my first love, he was so nervous he could hardly keep it up. “How does something so big fit in something so small?”
14: Talk about a vacation.
Belize, smoked weed for the first time with my brother, and it helped to forge the friendship we have today. We wouldn’t have started talking.
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
Living in the North Carolina mountains for 3 months, meditating, hiking, making fire from sticks.
16: Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.
I wouldn’t remember.
17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
3 boys broke my elbow.
19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.
I was made fun of for my eccentric outfits… Wednesday is 80s day
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
The addict in me awoke n I had to be sent away.
21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
22: Talk about your worst fear.
Losing people I love by my own accord.
23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.
I was visiting home from rehab and asked my first love if I could kiss him again, just to see how it felt.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
I’m the kind of girl men start wars over. I’ve since made a point of not being that girl.
25: Talk about an ex-best friend.
Sex addicted, confused girl. We just grew apart.
26: Talk about things you do when you’re sick.
Watch adventure time, draw, play sudoku, write.
27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body.
I had an ex with an awful scar across his stomach, the stitch marks were clearly visible. He hated it and wanted to get it fixed. It was my favorite part about him, I’d run my fingers over it to calm myself. It’s the only part about him that I still think about.
28: Talk about your fetishes.
You want a list?? Hahaha. Spanking sessions, choking, all kinds of asphyxiation, collars and leads, toys, switching, restraints, Shibari, cross dressing, facials. The list goes on.
29: Talk about what turns you on.
30: Talk about what turns you off.
31: Talk about what you think death is like.
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
Play guitar and sing to exercise my throat chakra…I often don’t speak enough when I’m sad and it gets blocked.
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.
Getting an IUD
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
Smoking, over sleeping/napping, being insensitive to the jealousies of my boyfriend
36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.
Depeche mode, drugs, dressing up strangely for no reason at all
37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
It was so long ago, it doesn’t affect me anymore
38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
Johnny hobo and the freight trains—whiskey is my kind of lullaby reminds me of my brother. The ramones-baby I love you reminds me of my boyfriend
39: Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
It’s best to communicate.
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
The ex with the scar—we’re in a civil union still—he’s now just a figment of my imagination. While I prefer it that way, it’s such an odd feeling to know how much he meant to me at one point, and nothing at all now. I wonder if that’s wrong.